Table Of ContentDedication
Lynne’s Dedication:
For Lynn, the other bookend, for reasons too numerous to mention
Valerie’s Dedication:
For Colin, you make it all possible
Contents
Cover
Title Page
Dedication
Part I: Amber
One
Two
Three
Four
Five
Six
Seven
Eight
Nine
Ten
Eleven
Twelve
Thirteen
Fourteen
Fifteen
Sixteen
Seventeen
Eighteen
Nineteen
Twenty
Twenty-One
Twenty-Two
Twenty-Three
Twenty-Four
Twenty-Five
Twenty-Six
Twenty-Seven
Twenty-Eight
Twenty-Nine
Thirty
Thirty-One
Thirty-Two
Thirty-Three
Thirty-Four
Thirty-Five
Part II: Daphne
Thirty-Six
Thirty-Seven
Thirty-Eight
Thirty-Nine
Forty
Forty-One
Forty-Two
Forty-Three
Forty-Four
Forty-Five
Forty-Six
Forty-Seven
Forty-Eight
Forty-Nine
Fifty
Fifty-One
Fifty-Two
Fifty-Three
Fifty-Four
Fifty-Five
Fifty-Six
Fifty-Seven
Fifty-Eight
Fifty-Nine
Sixty
Sixty-One
Sixty-Two
Sixty-Three
Sixty-Four
Sixty-Five
Part III
Sixty-Six
Sixty-Seven
Sixty-Eight
Sixty-Nine
Seventy
Seventy-One
Seventy-Two
Seventy-Three
Acknowledgments
About the Author
Copyright
About the Publisher
Part I
Amber
One
A
mber Patterson was tired of being invisible. She’d been coming to this
gym every day for three months—three long months of watching these
women of leisure working at the only thing they cared about. They were so
self-absorbed; she would have bet her last dollar that not one of them would
recognize her on the street even though she was five feet away from them
every single day. She was a fixture to them—unimportant, not worthy of
being noticed. But she didn’t care—not about any of them. There was one
reason and one reason alone that she dragged herself here every day, to this
machine, at the precise stroke of eight.
She was sick to death of the routine—day after day, working her ass off,
waiting for the moment to make her move. From the corner of her eye, she
saw the signature gold Nikes step onto the machine next to her. Amber
straightened her shoulders and pretended to be immersed in the magazine
strategically placed on the rack of her own machine. She turned and gave the
exquisite blond woman a shy smile, which garnered a polite nod in her
direction. Amber reached for her water bottle, deliberately moving her foot to
the edge of the machine, and slipped, knocking the magazine to the floor,
where it landed beneath the pedal of her neighbor’s equipment.
“Oh my gosh, I’m so sorry,” she said, reddening.
Before she could step off, the woman stopped her pedaling and retrieved it
for her. Amber watched the woman’s brow knit together.
“You’re reading is magazine?” the woman said, handing it back to her.
“Yes, it’s the Cystic Fibrosis Trust’s magazine. Comes out twice a year.
Do you know it?”
“I do, yes. Are you in the medical field?” the woman asked.
Amber cast her eyes to the floor, then back at the woman. “No, I’m not.
My younger sister had CF.” She let the words sit in the space between them.
“I’m sorry. That was rude of me. It’s none of my business,” the woman
said, and stepped back onto the elliptical.
Amber shook her head. “No, it’s okay. Do you know someone with cystic
fibrosis?”
There was pain in the woman’s eyes as she stared back at Amber. “My
sister. I lost her twenty years ago.”
“I’m so sorry. How old was she?”
“Only sixteen. We were two years apart.”
“Charlene was just fourteen.” Slowing her pace, Amber wiped her eyes
with the back of her hand. It took a lot of acting skills to cry about a sister
who never existed. The three sisters she did have were alive and well,
although she hadn’t spoken to them for two years.
The woman’s machine ground to a halt. “Are you okay?” she asked.
Amber sniffed and shrugged. “It’s still so hard, even after all these years.”
The woman gave her a long look, as if trying to make a decision, then
extended her hand.
“I’m Daphne Parrish. What do you say we get out of here and have a nice
chat over a cup of coffee?”
“Are you sure? I don’t want to interrupt your workout.”
Daphne nodded. “Yes, I’d really like to talk with you.”
Amber gave her what she hoped looked like a grateful smile and stepped
down. “That sounds great.” Taking her hand, she said, “I’m Amber Patterson.
Pleasure to meet you.”
* * *
Later that evening Amber lay in a bubble bath, sipping a glass of merlot and
staring at the photo in Entrepreneur magazine. Smiling, she put it down,
closed her eyes, and rested her head on the edge of the tub. She was feeling
very satisfied about how well things had gone that day. She’d been prepared
for it to drag out even longer, but Daphne made it easy for her. After they
dispensed with the small talk over coffee, they’d gotten down to the real
reason she’d elicited Daphne’s interest.
“It’s impossible for someone who hasn’t experienced CF to understand,”
Daphne said, her blue eyes alive with passion. “Julie was never a burden to
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