Table Of ContentPERSONAL ACCOUNTS
FROM NORTHERN
IRELAND’S TROUBLES
Public Conflict, Private Loss
Edited by Marie Smyth
and Marie-Therese Fay
Pluto P Press
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Personal accounts from Northern Ireland’s troubles : public conflict,
private loss / edited by Marie Smyth and Marie-Therese Fay.
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1. Northern Ireland—History. 2. Victims of terrorism—
Northern Ireland—History—20th century. 3. Political violence—
Northern Ireland—History—20th century. 4. Social
conflict—Northern Ireland—History—20th century. 5. Violent
deaths—Northern Ireland—History—20th century. 6. Victims of
terrorism—Northern Ireland—Family relationships. 7. Northern
Ireland—Social conditions—1969– I. Smyth, Marie, 1953– II. Fay,
Marie-Therese, 1973–
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Contents
Acknowledgements vii
Map of Northern Ireland viii
Glossary ix
Introduction 1
1 ‘The Troubles is my life’ 7
2 Multiple Bereavement and Loss 20
3 Serious Injury 34
4 Living with the Aftermath 42
5 Taking Up Arms 51
6 In the Minority 63
7 Loss of a Father 74
8 His Only Child 82
9 Unintended Death 87
10 All in a Day’s Work 96
11 ‘That was the last time I seen him’ 103
12 ‘I don’t ask God for anything’ 111
13 ‘Just me and the kids’ 119
14 Rough Justice 123
Conclusions 131
Appendix 138
Index 144
Illustrations
1. Alice Nocher in her home in September 1999. 8
2. Margaret Valente pictured in the office of the Cost of
the Troubles Study, September 1999. 22
3. Uniform hat of the Royal Ulster Constabulary as
worn in 1975. 36
4. Disabled prison officer injured in 1979.
This photograph was taken in her home in
December 1998. 44
5. Lawrence McKeown, former IRA prisoner,
who joined the hunger strike in Northern Ireland
in 1982. 52
6. William Temple pictured at his work in 1996. 64
7. Rev Dr David Clements pictured with his daughter
Ruth in their home in Belfast. 76
8. Scene of the Monaghan bomb in 1974, in which
Iris Boyd lost her father. 84
9. Asha Chopra, cousin-in-law of Charlotte Vij, who was
killed in 1974. 88
10. William Rutherford, retired consultant in the
Royal Victoria Hospital, Belfast. 98
11. Paul Morrissey pictured with his daughter Megan
in their home in September 1999. 104
12. Isobel Leylands, aunt of Jolene McAllister.
This picture was taken shortly before she was killed
in 1992. 112
13. Bel McGuiness pictured outside the office of the
Greencastle Women’s Group in December 1998. 120
14. Port of Belfast, the departure point for many who
leave Northern Ireland. 124
Acknowledgements
We would like to thank the 85 adult interviewees and the young people
who participated in the interviews. They welcomed us into their homes,
and trusted us with their deepest experiences. We hope that we have not
betrayed that trust. The support groups in this field helped us with our
work, and we thank them; Survivors of Trauma, Ardoyne; Greencastle
Women’s Group; Damien Gorman, An Crann/The Tree; WAVE, Justice
for the Forgotten, Dublin; young people from various communities in
North and West Belfast, Derry and elsewhere. Our colleagues, Sarah
Oakes, Mark Mulligan, Joy Dyer, Lisa Mitchell, Gwen Ford, Ann Boal,
Grainne Kelly at the Cost of the Troubles Study, and fellow directors of
the Cost of the Troubles Study, particularly David Clements, Brendan
Bradley, John Millar, Hazel McCready, Sam Malcolmson, Sandra Peake,
Marie McNeice, Mike Morrissey and Shelley Prue have provided
assistance, guidance and feedback. Dr John Yarnell, Department of Public
Health, Queen’s University and the Health Promotion Agency; Dr Debbie
Donnelly, NISRA; John Park, Social Services Inspectorate; Tony
McQuillan, Northern Ireland Housing Executive; Dr Andrew Finlay,
Trinity College Dublin; The Centre for Childcare Research at the Queen’s
University of Belfast; Arlene Healey from the Family Trauma Centre
acted in advisory capacities to the project. We would like to thank Yvonne
Murray, Linenhall Library, the staff in the Central Library, Belfast and
Queen’s University Library Belfast and our colleagues in INCORE,
University of Ulster and United Nations University. We thank those who
funded the research on which this book is based: the Central Community
Relations Unit of the Central Secretariat; Making Belfast Work, North
and West teams; the Special Support Programme for Peace and
Reconciliation through the Northern Ireland Voluntary Trust; the Joseph
Rowntree Charitable Trust; a private donation; Barnardo’s Northern
Ireland, Save the Children Fund; the Cultural Diversity Group of the
Community Relations Council, the Belfast European Partnership Board,
United States Institute for Peace and the Community Relations Council.
We would also like to thank Belfast Exposed and Mervyn Smyth. We
thank Alan Breen for his patience with the intrusion on his domestic life.
Finally we thank Roger Van Zwanenberg and those at Pluto Press who
published the book.
Glossary
Abercorn Road a road bounding the Protestant Fountain estate
in Derry Londonderry city
Brits British Army
Ballymurphy an estate in Catholic West Belfast
Castlereagh po l i c e interrogation and holding centre outside
Belfast
The City Hospital in Belfast
Cordite an explosive gas associated with gunfire
Corrymeela a Christian community which works for
Community reconciliation in Northern Ireland
Crumlin, the Crum prison in Belfast, used for shorter sentenced
prisoners and those on remand
Dirty Protest Republican prisoners, when campaigning for
political status refused to wash, leave their cells
or use the toilet facilities and in the end they
smeared the walls of their cells with excreta
Duncairn Gardens an interface between the Catholic and
Protestant communities in North Belfast
Enclave district solely inhabited by people of one
political, social or religious group who are
surrounded by a larger district inhabited by
people of the other group
Glencairn Loyalist estate in West Belfast
GP General Practitioner, local doctor
Green Cross organisation established to support Republican
prisoners and their families
H-Blocks The Maze Prison cell blocks – so-called
because of their shape
Highfield Loyalist estate in West Belfast
Hoods local term used to refer to individuals involved
in anti-social behaviour
INLA Irish National Liberation Army
Internment indeterminate detention in prison without trial,
which operated from 1972 until 1975
IRA Irish Republican Army
Kneecapped shot in the knees
Long Tower a Catholic area in Derry Londonderry city
The Maze prison outside Belfast, also referred to as Long
Kesh, the name it had when it was used as an
internment camp
Musgrave hospital in Belfast which specialises in
orthopaedics, which also has a military wing
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Newtownards Road main road in the predominantly Protestant East
Belfast
NIO Northern Ireland Office
Peelers the police, the RUC
Provos, Provies Provisional IRA
Randalstown A town about thirty miles from Belfast
Relatives Action group that campaigned for political status
Committee for Republican prisoners
Quare big, remarkable
The Royal hospital in Belfast
Toomebridge a Catholic town about thirty miles from Belfast
Turf Lodge Republican/Catholic area in West Belfast
RUC Royal Ulster Constabulary
Saint Pat’s, Saint
Patrick’s Catholic borstal
Saracen armed military vehicle used by British Army
Screws Prison Officers
Shaftesbury Square drug and alcohol clinic in Belfast
Shankill Butchers Eleven Protestants known as the Shankill
Butchers were sentenced to life imprisonment
for nineteen murders and numerous other
offences, after a series of random sectarian
attacks on Catholics in the 1970s
Spamount Street street in the Catholic New Lodge area
Stickies Official IRA
The Fountain Protestant enclave in the predominantly
Catholic Derry City Centre
UDA Ulster Defence Association
UDR Ulster Defence Regiment, a regiment of the
British Army, later disbanded and replaced by
the Royal Irish Rangers
UFF Ulster Freedom Fighters
Unity Flats Catholic area at the bottom of the Protestant
Shankill Road
UVF Ulster Volunteer Force
‘your man’ he, him, common way to refer to someone you
are talking about, sometimes sardonically
Valium anti depressant drug
Waterside a n area of the predominantly Catholic Derry
Londonderry which is separated from the
Catholic area by the river and which was pre-
dominantly Protestant until the mid-1990s. It
is now roughly half Protestant, half Catholic
Whiteabbey mixed village on outskirts of Belfast
Introduction
In the wake of cease-fires from 1994 onwards, a group of people
from either side of the sectarian divide in Northern Ireland were
brought together to discuss their position and possible contribution
to the new political situation. What each member of the group had
in common was their direct experience of being bereaved or injured
in the Troubles. The growing determination amongst various
groups in the population to have violence permanently ended was
based on recognition of the damage done by the Troubles. Yet
there was no reliable collated evidence of this damage, nor was
there documentation of the needs that might have to be met should
peace break out. This group formed ‘The Cost of the Troubles
Study’, which became a limited company and a recognised charity.
In partnership with researchers from the university sector, a study
of the effects of the Troubles on the population was planned and
initiated. The authors worked, as initiator and researchers on that
project, and this book arises out of part of that work.
We saw our work as a kind of survey of the impact of the
Troubles on the population. Our work involved both in-depth
interviews and large survey work. When we began interviewing
people about the effects of the Troubles on them, we thought about
our interview technique, about the questions we should ask, and
about the ways in which we would explain and analyse the ‘data’
we collected.
In a new climate of political change after the cease-fires, we
began to interview people from a wide range of backgrounds and
with a large spectrum of experiences. Through the process of
interviewing people, we were unable to maintain that detached,
professional stand. We were often moved to tears by what we
heard. Frequently, we left with the memory of a story that would
stay with us for months, maybe years afterwards. We would lie
awake late at night, thinking about people we interviewed. We
would wake in the early hours, thinking about story after story.
That engagement with the person we interviewed created for us
a climate of intimacy in which the distance between the interviewer
and the interviewed was temporarily reduced. We perceived
ourselves as instruments, through which the interviewee’s account
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