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MMOORREE WWOOMMEENN’’SS SSEEXXUUAALL FFAANNTTAASSIIEESS
sihT koob sgnoleb ot e ht
nemow esohw srettel llif .tiy naM
etorw ot noitseuq rieht n wo
,ytilauxes srehto ot mrifnoc . ti
morF meht ,lla I evah d enrael
.nw oy mtuoba
– . F . N
“Y ruo koob yM terce Snedr asGecudern emow
”.leve llauxe ss'ne mot
– .rD erodoehT .I ,nibuRo t
ycnaN ,yadirF ni C BN
379 1,weivretn ioidar
”?oo ttsu leltti l ao tdeltitn enemo wt'nerA“
– ylpe rs'yadir Fycna N
ST NEE LTFBNOAOTC
NOITCUDOR TNNAI ................................ ...................... 1
E NROETPAHC ................................ ............................ 31
CHILDHOOD ................................ ................................ ...... 13
Dorothy, Carla and Tom, Jennie, Sarah, Claudia,
, n,,y avkb,nInoea aRsL,rieFnceiDnaJ ,ein n,oyB
Sophie, Dr. John Harrison, Deedee, Loretta, Sharon,
e c,y ao,nJaedGnerB
O WRTETPAHC ................................ ........................... 56
ECNECSELODA ................................ ................................ .65
Sis, Beth Anne, Penelope, Jenny, Veevee, Katherine
Muffie, Carina, June, Tina, Tob ,ail l, iy,cnyenCeP
lebasI
EER HRTETPAHC ................................ ....................... 49
LOOKING ................................ ................................ ........... 94
uo l, yy,rle ali, Maky,Scln alo,JoreManhnSaxoR
RU ORFETPAHC ................................ ....................... 611
NOITARTSURF ................................ ................................ 116
L ,arua ,abiB ,elyL ,toD ,airolG ,eillaC ,enelrA ,ynnuB
Sherri, Ginger, Ricky, Stella, Jill
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EV IRFETPAHC ................................ ......................... 651
GNIMAERDYAD ................................ .............................. 156
Lulu, Jackie, Ethel, Samantha, Debbie, Connie,
Elaine, Sophie, Killie, ,ny l,isri al,MlyybhbPiL
,ne e,rtoe Mn,aaJi c,uyLll iaLmliWnaoJ
X IRSETPAHC ................................ ........................... 781
NOITABRUTSAM ................................ ............................. 187
,y ddaeLtare b,iyLhto r,oyDb b,ieLci n,eaVmmE
,ail i,cee nC,asiuDomy n ,o,znyiA nL,naanFnaroN
C ,elora ,eibbaGedlosI
NEV ERSETPAHC ................................ ..................... 622
GNXIERSUD ................................ ................................ .... 226
Lynn, Jan, lsabel, Kate, Helen, Riva, Beth,
“Shoulders”, Monica, Delia, Daisy, Vi
THG IREETPAHC ................................ ...................... 552
MSOMCAERD EU RET ................................ ................... 255
,nyloraC ,yaM ,eissehC esoR ,nnA ,eisseNeilleK
in o,JyzziL
DROWRETFA ................................ ............................ 592
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AN INTRODUCTION
:ycna NraeD
kna hsyT ia n sla Ilcd an,agninr osmi hkto orbu odyehsin iIf
nep oenoemo sdoG ytilauxe snamu hf otceps asih to tsey ey mde
g fnyoimnni g teh teoshgeabtutub jognn e uleo ll yIiimthasw
.gni k dn yyeifamghownt ayhlcla tsk oaor thou.boe Yflialuxes
I ma neetneves dna litnu a wef shtnom ,oga dah d ah
e sh rtyui lo wnnceoornseortenpi – .sra eo ywr todfneirfy oybm
spahreP taht si yhw I evah dezisatnaf os hcum gnirudr uo
.snoisses tuB revetahw eht ,nosaer ti syawla edam eml eef
,y t,lliuufghtiafn udna detrevrep – dna I esoppus siht evitagen
gnileef tuoba flesym saw rehtona rotcaf tahtek tp emm orf
.mi hhti wxe sgniyojne
gnidaeR My Secret Garden sah nwohs em ni ehtt seraelc
smret taht xes dna seisatnaf era ton gnihtemos ot eb ,derudne
t s ud . rrfbekd oa u fpoeetesoe opoyhyaYmeob othibhtjtcine
dl ueo vwnaehka tem ot er keeavsmoechstid k n.afhl Tesseyim
et aol ost a tweirof eybllaux ensrob e e ro betgmniwol lra oufoy
r envi e nr dwoeeofrg d og,Idtfosnoelf agbcee igy lnmoeatbhc
.tliu glauxes
,ylerecniS
yraM
(cid:31) lauxeS serom dna secitcarp evah nwohs na ega - dlo
ecnatsis eort .egnahcdoT ,y aereht s iyldr ayhna trap foh u man
roi veaw h gee nnrbe oia r.ildoortl ntmesieatewheluTcaqca -p
ec nf a ostwa e e ynfydtloaial khasso wuiiwxoe ndsoesmmi -i
hta erri beghntid ln oedsheanbhoitare neergi tknn eidh' tueotya
– elpoep gnieb ,nrob ,gnivildna , g gntrnieei yyvrodeatnde -x
erol prieht ,nywt oidliaaurxf eatsaht yln oeh/eh sreve tlefec -r
ni ac,tisteor riyesl enedohs/e hstanwarr edebnnaaoy reesvlee
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saw ”.lamron“ ,nehT ,ylneddus ehT droW si ;tuot uohtiw
ees m gni ot esuap rof neve a hgis fo,feiler ve e ydobyrs wonk
tuohtiw rehtruf noissucsid taht ti si ton ylno ,yako tub tahtt i
.yak onee bsyawl asah
po h atah wwoh so ts it idenoitseu qrev euo ytseggu soT e less
erau qusoy erew ot ni g.ehbtiw tI ko ostra e syr'oyfesnniifK -d
sgni ni eht s04' ot ekamieht , tt cuelabhvaptermr uirltlluufc -o
noitul sretsaM dna nosnhoJ decudortni ni eht s06' sawmmi -e
d i yleta detpecca sa ton yranoitulover ta .lla thgiR ,yawar ieht
nif d sg neimac etbrap sy 'amfedoonaookryrdwroeoewbnvke -l
”?we ns iesl etah w,eruS “.egde
larO,xes rof .elpmaxe nI eht ,s05' I tsomla detniaf nehw a
nam detseggus .ti teY I tsomla detniaf htiw erusaelp nehw eh
did .ti ,yadoT ohw dluow erad tseggus taht laro xes saw ,dab
detrevre p,ytrid – ?lausun unev er o
lair egtna imsl r i eg aepIvnsehmiiaytofrwcuD ro f yM terceS
,nedraG I dluoc ton dnif a rotcod ro tsirtaihcysp ohwd luow
yltnegilletni ssucsid s'nemow lauxes .seisatnaf tI saw llitsa
, dkIi od eoehbtt idoretwd ie crIeod f,e8b 6.n9tI1cej bouosbat
emos hcraeser ni eht tnaig weN kroY cilbuP yrarbiLa dne ht
neve reg rhaslit imruBe syurMarbil nioL n .nod nI senhotillim
nsonpouill ifmo sdrac no elif ni eseht osweti rtost aifvsooper
yllacitcarp gnihtyreve reve nettirw ni eht hsilgnE ,egaugnalI
did ton dnif a elgnis koob rogam a eniz elcitra taht tlaedw hti
eht ,tcejbus neve ,hguoht y b,noit isn'infeemdo wlauxestnaf -a
seis erew fo erom nahtelletni c laut tseretni oteno - flah foe ht
.eca rnamuh
I ekops ot ta tsael a nezod stsirtaihcysp ni htob ehtd etinU
setatS dna taerG .niatirB ehT tsom yna foeseht enrael dn em
deldueoc wnsoacw tsapha therm eonpsemo wdid e vlaahuxes
seisatnaf nehw yeht ;detabrutsam ,esiwrehto yeht ,diase ht
ph e nonemon saw detimil ot ehtxes u ylla detartsurf ro/dnao t
eht .lacigolohtap yehT koot eht laitini tcaf taht a namowd ah
lauxestnaf seisa sa a ngis fo .ssenkcis ehT aedi taht a ylippah
deirram ,namow yllauxes deifsitas yb a devoleb, dnabsuh
thgim llits evah citoreip c serut ni dnim – spahrep for ehtona
,nam spahrep fo net rehto nem – saw yllatot ngierof otr ieht
saedi fo eninimefatnem“ l ”.htlaeh ooT netfo ni esehtucsid s-
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,snois ehtdem i lac ksam dluow ,pils dna I dluow dniff lesym
gnicaf ton eht mlac lanoisseforp tub eht degartuo .name hT
,dd e nr,dtdaen nslbhokauustsogouaoswh flitda em – aylerus
o wecin “as adesiugsi dylrevel cxaoh man” – ll ihti w - delaecnoc
yteixna dna .ekilsi duoY“ era deltitne ot r ueovyitcejbuispo -n
,snoi ssiM .yadirF tuB evah uoy yna lacidceimfilauq a sno iott
”?saed iruo yp ukcab
sA etal sa yraurbe F,3791 eht d”eetvoinssimr e.pr“D nellA
emmor Fdluow ekat alimis nroaiti sno ipgnirad Cosm o natilop
alfaux eesv at hoonndemo W.“enizagam n emmor F.r D”,seisat
,etorw dna tnew no htiw gnizinortap :ssendnik woH“ ode w
?wonk ksA a ,namow dna ehs ll iywll a,uysluper .oN ehTer -a
nos rof siht s i:suo inveb moto'wnev anheeborb thgu pu ote -n
tse degra ldn ay ber anemo w …xe syoj i”.ysatna flauxe sf oetut
aey d rhnoeedptetehedntcrofn is ei, srhyostatesldeeN c ecit
s n s oog lf yomindroeshsloa ihawolmelGtt Ciaranfmuaoxfes
m oegtnikl ante hywl nto o,nsdr oewseht ii lsocide mtnen .r Dek
emmorF tub neve ot .sevlesmeht Of course, tsom nemow dlot
; s neoainmso awety lt maed an.mhhiteuarottdovxfDrnaeFhs
detnaw ot eb thguoht yllauxes ”driew“ nehw decaf htiw tahw
demees ot ebe x trep lacidem ,noinipo taht fi ehs ,did ehs saw
yllatoto edistu eht ”lamron“repxe i ecne fo reh .sretsis. rD
.neIvitpirc syelde rg en tmiseheahgbwu oe hvyetaamhmmorF
le s A.evitamro ngnie bsa we h,tcaf f-.tehpor pgnillifluf
teY na elpmaxe fo eht gtnsionme ltdahegeiprsf htiw hcihw
eht strepxe nac esiver riehti saedyr anroopmetnoc lauxes sod
r ebnneiiFza ge a mdemnaehisttn iyrlptne csseatrw' ndonda -u
yra .5791 nehW a gnicitcarp weN kroY tsylanaohcyspd na
s'omsoC nwo ylhtncoimrtaihcysp - ecivd atsinmuloc dluocy as
this:
“… lla nemow evah lauxes ,seisatnafhguoht semitemos
yeht t'now timda ,ti neve ot.sevlesmeht seisatnaF eraekam -
.ytilae recnahn eo tdes usetat seveileb o tevo lgnika mnamo wA
eno nam yam enigami taht lareves rehto nem eractaw h .…gni
sryeesdHaitvnoarfp a ef aysa lwe ir o bocteilihspttsxooerpe -i
it se fo anoitautis taht thgim eb yrev gninetaerht rotliug -
eh sf ignicudorp ”.tu ot idetca
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ehT tsylanaohcysp seog no ot :yas A“ ysatnaf nac eviga
namow na dedda esnes fo efil dna lla s t.iseitilibisso ptI si eht
unexamined sren rfooc eh tdn it madheterben si sd onrraauef –
adn aezingoce r,won ke wsevlesru of osnoitro peh tton c ”.tpec
nehW My Secret Garden saw ,dehsilbup I saw yppaho t
dnif re hstroo tgcn oiddmroacwrof ot troppus y msgnil eteafht
es x lau seisatnaf erew ton ylirassecen a ngis foruen o sis, but
,er e,wdaetsni a ngis fo a s'nam olwauxesebuxe r e c.dnenafail
.r Ddr a ,n,ronee amLnmmoraiiCtachec S, ynrotaihdceyMsP -i
lac yteicoS fo eht etatS fo weN ,kr odYesrodne ym ,sweivs a
did eh t dreetdo nnre uovdotinfctaeu rc fie,odxSeU CxEeISS(
I n ndoniatamrof ya rC .a,rM)D. S e.lfhUiotcn unooCitac udE -l
.enored dnA tey eht yteixna taht eht tcejbus desuora niy nam
lacidem nem dluow ton :etaba eht ytidilav fo ymtsitats i lac
ulo vo tdekla tuo ynemo weh tll atuB “.dekcatt asa wsdohtem -n
dere eott od ”,o ssaw eht yaw ye h. Tny“alrla unsouitce jsbioht
era afles - emttoaarh lfw. oew p lon adpHauremcottayxcseeles
citsi neuoslieothvitbihxe n sl? rluw eeoon etyHaut coytyaasht
rieht secneirepxe era osla derahs yb rieht sretsis ni ehtt nelis
”?ytirojam
sihT emas tnemugraw sa desu tsniaga yesniK dnaaM s sret
dna nosnhoJ nehw rieht hcraeser saw ,dehsilbup tub emit sah
nevo rtpah tr iseehitdu ttson yl ndoecio veht sweiv fo ehtep -o
elp oh wdereetnulo vtub oslaekops rof e h mtduarotrc befpos
snaciremA ni .lareneg nI ,noitidda In eto e connatc unlier eht
sk r, osswetvsly elfsaomneabhothcysp e gninnig htiw ,duerF ot
es asrbeiierhot efhot n aemruuhta nno tah tnyoniittc afrof eht
namu hecar taht sah di aflles teirab no echit t.yhlcaunoa cehT
tsa vytirojam fo eht namuh ecar sahreven derugif ni ynasp -y
c iyteyvlrau nsraoohcnilc i n oliatcatnem ufcood namuhaheb -v
roi – dlnl aiyhtncsaysp o ylgnitati s ket ullhsoolanytyitulwana
sup i sdefeehog Otantisat rhegcuo rs hsetalpp o”el plulaol“yet
oc m .xelp tI si ym gnileef taht fi revo owtuoht dnasn emow
morf lla strap fo eht ,yrtnuoc fo lla ,sega latiram ,sutatsd na
cimonoce sessalc etirw taht yeht evah eseht ro esohtl auxes
seisatnaf taht ekam meht leef siht yaw ro ,taht riehts gnileef
s egecnrn iaeoo it gd rdeeen rbpaya x bhteeosahjetarmg r i f oyt
lla .nemow nI“ ym ”,ecitca rspyas .rD ayn o,SnamdeirF aD -e
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tiort lacinilcsp y tsigolohc dna egairr a,mrolesnuoc I“ maoc -n
yllaunit kcurts yb woh hcum erom ew era ekila naht ewe ra
effid r”.tne
nI eht ,dne I tsum evael e hyttidila vfo tahw I ma gniyas ot
, u, oreye h d.toaeteg rdfu Ijss inkheo tkooabnwaser o encinan
uo yneewte byhtapm er onoitingoce ro nlee fuo yf i,uoy r dn afles
ne ehkom taho, ewwsenp esistgeiah pts i tto anuh otey rdado
– ti si ylno taht I ma gno rtwuob a.uoy tuB rof eht tser fo ym
er ,sreda I reffo eht egassem taht si deniatnoc ni tsomlay reve
rettel I e.vdaeh vkineacheTr“ doG uoy denepo neohitssucsid
tuoba s'nemow lauxesaf n .seisat I thguoht I saw eht ylnoe no
ohw dah eseht .saedi I saw diarfa ot llet ym dnabsuh, tseirp[
r,orotcod e k sdnd uii l IeIaah,sushcrt]aoaefrwwwbaeveohw
emos dnik fo driew .kaerf I tlef ekil a ,trevrep os ytliugd na
.enol ato ner auo Y.emocle W,s iegasse my M”.…enola
I eveileb ti lsa iuydtieviix dntnaaiht sekam os ynamep o elp
elbanu ot tpecca eht aedifo la uyxseastnaf ni .sreht oehTop -r
gninethgi rof o,tw eon o stsieko v teniem o fwtoiart – ,ll aevob a
oot hcum ta raw htiw lla ruo tsap sepytoerets fo nemows a
”.seidal “,srehto m,snediam
y l ns eeuth lhocgepwveuho rjatefeblPonus My Secret Ga r-
den dnaauxes l seisat nsaefmoc .pu emoS elpoep nrut der dna
thgi lylsuovre nyeh tesl er oyhpargonro pdae rreve nyeh te mllet
a etteragic dna ssimsid eht elohw tcejbus sa ”.gnirob“n ehW
Garden saw ,dehsilbup I emaceb desserped yb eht xna -i
hketoohrrotoabn/lassimsid/yte ,ne mdn anemo wyna mn idesu
sdneirf dna .sregnarts yM dnabsuh depleh .em duerF“s aw
dismissed as a scan lad dna a ytrid dlo ”,nam lliB ,diasb“ -e
esuac eh deklat tuoba noitabrutsam dna eht ytilauxes foihc -l
.nerd pU llit ,neht elpoep thguoht nerdlihc erewup` 'er saa -n
.sleg nehW duerF deklat tuoba xes dna suoutsecni ,serised eh
saw dellac a rehpargonrop ”.oot fO ,esruoc I ma ni ony aw
gnira pymmoc krow r oflesy mo t;due rtFub I od kniht ew era
s adedao lyllanoitom es ayrotsi hlauxe sn iemi tahguorh tgnivil
erF s'du .nwo yB gniyrt otnu dnatsred eht terces sthguohtf o
nemow – erhetme g gni xes – gnilbm ad r ecn es iecnywcuaums
ehtes x yr tf .ylooetl aghsnns uitaOiiylbphal twieww eeblba
otnu dnatsred eht detrotsidnam - namow pihsnoitaler tahts ah
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