Table Of ContentThe book Fire of Transformation - a story of love between a woman and the
Divine, between soul and spirit, between earth and sky, unique and
precious. this is a deeply moving and personal account of challenge and
revelation, of joy, struggle and surrender, of the outer and inner journeying
towards self-discovery.
Valeria Bonnazola (Gora Devi) was a young student in Milan when an inner
prompting called her to India in a search for love, the love for God. There
she encountered the legendary Hairakhan Babaji -- referred to by
Yogananda in his book, Autobiography of a Yogi -- the revolutionary teacher
and acclaimed Mahavatar who transformed her life completely.
The author Gora Devi was born in 10th April 1946. She obtained a Doctor
of Philosophy degree at the University Statale in Milan with a thesis on
Utopia and the New World. Travelling to India in 1972 she spent 12 years
with Babaji, the renowned Yogi of the Himalayas. she was one of the first
Western people to meet Babaji and his first Italian disciple. The life journey
on which she embarked is both mystical and entrancing, simple and yet
extraordinary; a story of courage and endurance, of human frailty and the
absolute wonder of human potential. She continues to live primarily in
India.
Gora Devi
Fire of Transformation
My life with Babaji
Table of Contents
Cover
The book / The author
Title
Table of Contents
Foreword
Editor's note
Preface by the author
Community Life
Trip to India
Mother India
Meeting the Great Master, Babaji
Vrindavan
New Encounters
Tibetan Initiation - Lama Sakya Trinzin
Love Story
Return to Babaji
Trip to Nepal
Lama Tubten Yeshe
Returning to India
Training at Hairakhan
Experiences in Dina Pani
A Winter at Hairakhan
Okhaldunga, Madhuvan, Almora
Benares - Assam
Return to Hairakhan
Return to Italy
At Hairakhan Again
The West has come to Hairakhan
Mahasamadhi
Babaji Invisible
New Beginnings
Glossary
Imprint
Foreword
by Peter Dawkins In
this book Gora Devi writes of her personal experiences as a disciple of Shri
Hairakhan Wale Baba, the Mahavatar Babaji who appeared publicly in India at
the end of the last century and millennium. It is a beautiful account - beautiful in
its honesty - and is based upon the diary that Gora Devi kept during her time
with Babaji. As she says herself in her own preface, this diary is intended to be a
personal witness to a divine encounter. I always find it very touching, very
moving, to hear or read about someone's personal encounter with Babaji, and
even more so with Gora Devi, who was one of the few people in the 1970's to
become a disciple of Babaji rather than just a devotee, and to be by Babaji's side
during the last crucial years of his public appearance as Hairakhan Baba.
This diary concerns Gora Devi's life and experiences with Babaji as a disciple
during the years 1972-1984, and gives a unique insight not only into Babaji and
his way of teaching (or one of his ways, as he himself is beyond limitation), but
also into the transformational process undertaken by his beloved disciple.
Hairakhan Baba is known as a Mahavatar - a Great Avatar. Avatar means
'incarnation or manifestation of God', Maha means
'great'. In the Hindu Saivite tradition, Babaji is the Mahavatar of Samba-Sada-
Shiva,
the Supreme Being who is described as 'He who gives happiness at all times'.
When he appeared in 1970 in the Indian foothills of the Himalayas, at
Hairakhan, Babaji was recognised as such by many great yogis and saints, who
were called to him and who had been preparing for his reappearance. Babaji has
many names to describe him, amongst them being the Mahayogi (i.e. the Great
Yogi or Yogi of all yogis) and Visva-Guru (i.e. the Guru of all gurus), who gave
the world the yogic teachings and who has been with this world from its
beginning, manifesting himself whenever appropriate throughout the ages. It is
said that such manifestations rarely occur and that when they do it is when a
said that such manifestations rarely occur and that when they do it is when a
major crisis confronts humanity and the planet, and the world needs greater help
than can be given by an ordinary Avatar.
Such a time is now, as we move from one Great Age (i.e. a 26,000-year cycle of
twelve zodiacal Ages) into a new Great Age, and out of the Kali Yuga or Dark
Age that ends each Great Age with a death and purifying, transformational
process.
In the Hindu tradition Shiva is the god-name usually associated with that
aspect of Deity which brings about death of the old form and transformation (or
transmutation) into a new form of expression.
However, because this process brings about the birth of each new creation, Shiva
is known as the Creator as well as the Destroyer/Transformer. He is also the
Maintainer or Preserver of what He creates. In other words, Shiva is the divine
Trinity of Creator (Brahma), Preserver (Vishnu) and Destroyer (Rudra). He is
often referred to as Samba-Sada-Shiva ('the Ever Holy Shiva'), or as Mahesvara
('the Great Lord'), names that correspond to Jehovah, the Lord God of Hebrew
and Christian tradition.
Shiva
is that divine Spirit or essence of life, light and consciousness that is everywhere
and out of which all things are made. Sometimes it is called the great ocean of
life, sometimes the holy breath of life, sometimes the Word or 'Om'. We all share
this same essence, and in varying degrees we manifest it consciously and
beautifully in our human forms of expression. To the degree that we can
understand and truly manifest this divinity we become devotees, disciples,
initiates, saints, Adepts, Masters and Great Masters - or, in Hindu terminology,
sadhus, jnanis, yogis, Rishis, Sidhas and Avatars.
The greatest of these in our world is Babaji ('Beloved or Holy Father'), the
Mahavatar and Teacher of all teachers. It is very likely that he is the same great
soul as the one known in Western tradition as Idris
or
Enoch, who is described in Rabbinical literature as the first human being in this
world to achieve full enlightenment and rise to the highest level of evolution, to
become the supreme Messiah or Christ and the Teacher of all other teachers,
Master of all other masters. I believe that this is so; but even this is too limited a
Master of all other masters. I believe that this is so; but even this is too limited a
viewpoint, as realisation of the Divine is simply the moment in time when we as
human souls consciously apprehend and are able to manifest to others our own
divinity, which has always existed from the beginning of time.
Although he has chosen to always be in this world, in order to help it,
normally Babaji resides behind the scenes, seen and recognised by only a few. It
is said that he, as Mahavatar, materialises his body directly when needed and is
not born physically of any woman.
Normally he maintains his youthfulness even whilst embodied, appearing as the
ever-young and beautiful youth; but this is clearly not always the case, as Babaji
can do whatever he pleases and sometimes he chooses otherwise. He has
appeared young, old, thin, fat, in sequence or simultaneously, in one body or
several, to various people. Likewise, as Mahavatar he is said to be immortal even
in his physical form or forms, yet this cannot be understood in the ordinary way:
death is not always what it seems. Babaji plays a divine drama. He plays with
elements. He can appear where and when he wishes, in one or more bodies
simultaneously, physical or subtle, and of whatever appearance and age he
chooses, and can dissolve them into light or otherwise as and when he decides.
In
his last public manifestation - the one in which Gora Devi was involved and
which is the subject of this book - Babaji was referred to as the '1008 Baba'. In
this he had an exquisitely beautiful form, but one which he continually changed
during the fourteen years of his public appearance. The public manifestation
previous to that one (1800-1922), which was referred to by Paramahansa
Yogananda in his widely distributed and influential book, The Autobiography of
a Yogi, was as the '108 Baba'. Both manifestations were as the Hairakhan Baba,
for Babaji chose Hairakhan as his place of manifestation, for a specific purpose.
Hairakhan (a name derived from Hiriya Khand, meaning
'sanctified area') is a place close to and including a tiny, remote village in the
Nainital District of Uttar Pradesh, in the Himalayan foothills of India, twenty-six
kilometres east of the market town of Haldwani. The village lies on the bank of
the holy river Guatama Ganga,
opposite
a sacred cave that lies at the foot of the Kumaon Mount Kailash. This mountain
is the original Kailash, the physical representation of Mount Meru, the sacred
mountain marking the central axis or heart of the world and home of Lord Shiva.
It was much more recently in human history that the second Mount Kailash (i.e.
the Tibetan Mount Kailash) was 'found' further north in the higher peaks of the
Himalayas, on the northern side of Lake Mansarovar, as a kind of substitute for
the original. The Guatama Ganga flows
underground from Lake Mansarovar and surfaces not far from Hairakhan.
The sacred cave, like the Kumaon Mount Kailash, is said to date back to the time
of creation, and is described in the Shiva Puranas as a dwelling place of the Gods
and the place where Shiva (or Babaji) periodically retreats for meditation and
tapasya (ascetic practices).
As
'108 Baba', Babaji appeared in about the year 1800 to Hairakhan villagers as a
bright light on top of the Kumaon Mount Kailash.
Eventually the Mahavatar emerged from this light as a beautiful youth,
condensing his body out of the dazzling light. Having stayed at Hairakhan for a
few years he then travelled around the Kumaon region, gathering to himself
certain devotees and disciples, great saints and yogis, and at times crowds of
people came to celebrate festivals with him. In the 1840's he constructed with his
own hands and the help of the villagers an octagonal temple (representing
Shiva's eightfold manifest power) on a small hill opposite to and on the other
side of the river from the Kailash cave. Besides being at Hairakhan, Babaji was
seen by many people in different places, and performed many miracles through
the power of his love.
Having promised to return again, in August 1922 Babaji went with some of his
devotees to the confluence of the Kali and Gauri rivers and, stepping into and
then sitting on the surface of the water, he dematerialised into a ball of light in
front of their eyes and 'disappeared'. In the following years, however, he
appeared to many of his close devotees in dreams, visions or even direct physical
form.
The
great saint and sidha-yogi, Mahendra Baba, who spent his life searching for
great saint and sidha-yogi, Mahendra Baba, who spent his life searching for
and preparing for the return of Babaji, was one of those to whom Babaji
appeared physically. Babaji gave him certain signs and a unique, secret mantra
by which he, Babaji, could be recognised when he next appeared publicly.
Mahendra Baba passed on this knowledge to his disciple, Shri Vishnu Datt
Shastriji, who duly recognised and confirmed the reality of Babaji in the
Mahavatar's next public appearance. Shastriji subsequently became Babaji's
'priest'. Mahendra Baba also foretold the year, 1970, when Babaji would make
his appearance, and prepared the world for this event through his writings,
teachings and building of ashrams.
In
June 1970 Babaji was duly 'discovered' in the sacred cave at the foot of the
Kumaon Mount Kailash. Gradually he drew to himself more and more people, to
visit him at Hairakhan, to undergo purification and training under his guidance,
and to build an ashram and further temples. After fourteen years of extraordinary
activity and demonstrations of divine love, and having foretold the date of the
event, he underwent mahasamadhi.
It
is said that we all need a guru to help us achieve liberation from mortal
attachments and impurity of living, and thus to realise the Divine. Guru
means
'the remover of darkness'. Sometimes the guru is seen, sometimes not seen.
Sometimes he is physically present, sometimes not. Sometimes he is male,
sometimes female. At all times he is within us, as we are each part of the Divine,
and likewise we are always within the Guru.
But we have to gradually realise this and what it means. Several of my friends
and acquaintances met the 1008 Hairakhan Babaji in his physical form, and Gora
Devi was one of them. I did not do so: I met the Great Master in another way,
and he guides me still. I did not have to undergo the huge shock and lesson of
detachment from the Master's physical presence when he left his body in 1984 -
which is one of the final things that disciples have to learn - but Gora Devi did.
This story of hers is a wonderful story of courage and devotion, and of love
shared between two friends, one divine and the other human.
shared between two friends, one divine and the other human.
Peter Dawkins
Roses Farmhouse
January 2002
