Arcane Poetry: A Journey Into Madness and Beyond

209 Pages·2021·1.337 MB·English

by  S. Alim Reza

Arcane
Poetry
A Journey Into Madness
And Beyond
S. Alim Reza
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Preface 11
Dichotomy 14
Profane 15
A Bard 15
Portfolio 16
A World of Secrets 16
In The Darkness 17
We Walk A Fine Line 18
Inside Out 18
F- Spiral 19
A Balance of Balances 20
Our house is crumbling around us 21
Visionary 22
Ever Stop…And Think? 23
People 24
Fear 25
Living in a world 26
On the Verge of Change 27
Paranoid Fork in the Road 28
Foundation for the Wall around My Heart 29
I like Fluoride 30
I don't want a wife and kids 31
7 am 32
Economic Warfare 33
Art is Born 34
Alley Cats 35
Hipsters 36
Hedonist Sloth 37
Ragamuffin 37
Blank 38
I Care 39
Our meeting was hardly a coincidence 40
Love and Masturbation 41
The Girl Who Ate Ants 42
Turning My Gaze 43
A Common Thread 44
A Soliloquy 45
Departing Introduction 46
Coma 47
Samhain Summer 47
The Darkness Within 48
Time 50
Blood Rose 51
Forgotten Son 52
The World Is a leftover Collection of peoples 54
Convergence Chamber 54
Dog Chasing Tail 55
I want to pass out 56
Mantra 57
UNLEASH 58
Dynamic Static 58
Purgatory 60
Artistic License 62
Shadows: Illuminate the Darkness 63
A Suicide Note – 64
1000 Ways to Break a Bottle 65
High On Death 66
Metametaphor 67
Macabre Fandango 68
Follow the white cat 69
Hedonist Sloth, part 2 70
Dreams of Darkness 71
Perception’s Plane 72
Evolved Despair 74
Soundless Vibration 75
Frigid 76
Headache 77
Fleeting 78
Bug 79
Equally Disoriented 80
Coming Apart at the Seams 81
Petty Is The Love 82
My parents are dead. 83
A padded life 84
~~ 85
Scenes of T- City 86
Dark Prince 88
Horns and Pitchfork 89
The Sword 89
Beautiful Battlefield 89
Self Loathing 90
I am a total fraud 90
Origami Heart 91
I hate this place. 92
I am a slouch, lazy person 93
Almost a Thief 93
The Depressed Women 94
Death 95
Love and Gambling 96
Oblivion 97
Kink 97
Amidst Approaching Evil 98
Soul Vampire 99
Visions of the Past 101
Why do we fear the dark? 102
Drowning Pool 103
Lucky Bamboo 103
A Life Meant to be Lived 104
Ascent of Dissent 105
All That Is 106
Cockroach King 107
Wits End 108
Lines of Code 109
A Monster 110
If I am damned 110
Home 111
20 112
An Inner Debate of Destiny 114
I am a poet 115
Content Being Miserable 116
Blue Gray 117
A Thousand Lifetimes 118
Renaissance 119
The earth sucks me into her womb 119
The First to Awaken 120
Nine Lives 121
Every Moment Lived 121
Adulthood: Day One 122
Quit 122
Self Education 123
Sunshine through the Rain 124
Hu 125
My Om 127
Grand Scheme 128
Living Anthropometry 129
Mind Palace 129
Love 130
Love (#2) 132
Truth 134
Tongue Tied 135
I am a man 135
Transcendent Life Preserver 136
Mind Bender 137
Placebo 138
Yang 138
What if the heaven you dream of 139
Disconnect 139
Ego is the entire problem with humanity 140
Peacock Mirror 140
Third eye 140
I hold up my thought 141
I am the target of your hatred for yourself 142
How do we go on? 143
I feel like I’m just a mirror for others’ emotions 143
Grit & Sanctity 144
A List 144
The Sunshine 145
4:20 146
The not-so obvious frustrating rift between thinking and feeling 147
She’s my anti- 147
This Love I Feel 148
Desire 149
An interruption in my life 150
Near Misses 150
Hunger 152
How Long Can We Hunt? 153
Prophetic Inebriate 153
Side Rant 154
Coalescence 155
I believe in reincarnation. 156
Primordial Religion 157
Shaman 157
Music is a Colourful Voice 158
Why now? 159
Mutable Air 160
I don't consider it as I've lost close friends. 160
Rose 161
Beaten Down 162
Who Am I? 163
Disturbing the Peace 164
Humanity 165
Anus 166
Seeing you today 167
The Sombre Silence of Suburbia 168
Natural High 168
Personal Best 169
I hold up my staff, supporting my lantern 170
Motivating The Universe 171
My ego died 173
Don’t run 173
Microcosmic Convalescence 174
Our relationship with time has changed 175
I Am The Light 176
Bake a Fish 177
Belief 177
You don’t need me to tell you about God 178
It’s ALL Imaginary 179
Don’t be greedy in Healing 180
The Universe is Balanced 180
I pray for justice for all who are oppressed 181
The Inheritance 182
Missing Travel 183
Electricity in the Air 184
If I were to die today 184
Every day I grow 185
My mother’s bastards 186
I am a mean bastard 186
Sometimes 187
Letting Loose 187
I Despise All The Lies 188
Piss On The Ashes 189
Song of Life 190
The "point" of life 190
What I’m here to do 191
I write because I feel alone 191
Writing is like giving life 192
1 Secret of Kether 193
Depression From Missing Pieces 194
Evolutionary Creationist 195
Face changing in the mirror 196
Feelings of Inadequacy 197
I think loose paper and pen are best 198
Ideas are like air 199
Lest We Forget 199
Seeker's School of Mystery 200
Fibonacci Curve 201
F-Curve Scale 202
Self care is the antithesis of self doubt 203
Tear Down The Edifice 204
The Flood Vision 205
(I Am) 206