Table Of ContentAmber’s Muse
by
Lacey Wolfe
Amber’s Muse
Copyright © 2011, Lacey Wolfe
ISBN: 9781937325084
Publisher: Beachwalk Press, Inc.
Electronic Publication: October, 2011
Editor: Pamela Tyner
Cover: LFD Designs
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This book is a work of fiction and any resemblance to persons, living or dead, or places, events
or locales is purely coincidental. The characters are productions of the author’s imagination and
used fictitiously.
Back Cover Copy
Sometimes it’s the person you least expect who can satisfy all your desires.
By day Amber’s a librarian, and by night she hides away writing erotic romance novels.
She has just one problem—not enough sexual experience to pull from. A recent steamy dream
leaves Amber wondering if her neighbor Jax might be just the guy who can help her. He seems
almost perfect to use as a sexual guinea pig, especially since she doesn’t have to worry about
falling in love with him.
Jax has lived next door to Amber for a year and has tried everything he can think of to get
her to notice him, but it hasn’t worked. Until recently. When Amber approaches him asking for
his help, he’s ready to jump on board. When he learns exactly what kind of help she needs, he’s
definitely willing.
Becoming involved with someone like Jax simply isn’t an option for Amber. He barely
works, can’t manage his money, and has no ambition in life. So why does he suddenly seem so
right for her?
Content Warning: explicit sex
Dedication
To my own hero, who every day lets me live my dream.
Acknowledgements
There are so many people who have helped me get here today. I first want to thank my
children for letting me take a time out from mom duties to write. A big thank you to my editor,
Pamela Tyner, for liking what she read and getting this book to where it is now. She is the best
editor and so kind for putting up with my million “why” questions. A hug to Crystal Sleeper who
listened to me through all my ups and downs and was there to support me through it all. When I
was ready to give up, she wouldn’t let me. If I could get my hands on author Keri Ford I would
take her to lunch and load her up with drinks. She took me under her wing and taught me so
much. I, of course, have to thank my parents for always keeping their faith in me. And lastly, but
first in my life, is my amazing husband who listens to me about everything, even if he only
remembers half. He has been my rock. He has given me the opportunity to be home to raise our
kids and supports me in my quest for writing. I love you.
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Chapter 1
His hands tangled in her hair, pulling ever so gently. His mouth was wet and all over her.
Her nipples puckered as his tongue swirled around them. He blew on them softly, sending a
cooling sensation throughout her body.
Her legs fell open as she grew wetter, and all she wanted was to feel him deep inside her.
His mouth stayed on her breast however, drawing her nipple in as deep as he could. She
shuddered at how just this was about to bring her to the brink of an orgasm.
She gazed down at him as one of his hands left her hair and gripped the other breast,
pinching the nipple. He searched her face, looking for her approval at what he was doing. She
wanted to speak, but she was having a hard time catching her breath.
His hand began to move down her body, and she grew even more excited at the thought
that he was going to insert his fingers into her pussy. She was wet and ready and needed
something filling her. She was surprised to suddenly feel his cock surge into her. She arched up,
and his hand tightened in her hair as he penetrated her aching core even deeper.
“Jax!” She cried out as he pumped into her with urgency.
A ripple of pleasure began to flow through her body. She was coming. A scream escaped
her as every nerve in her stood on end.
Gasping for air, Amber gripped her cool sheets.
“Where the hell did that come from?” she asked herself.
Of all the people in the world, Jax had entered her dreams. That was certainly
unexpected. When she thought of Jax, she thought of a man who had too much time on his hands
and not enough motivation in life. Someone who was always trying to be friendly to her even
though she gave him the cold shoulder. Realizing she’d just had a dirty dream about him
disturbed her, yet she hadn’t felt so completely satisfied in a very long time and it had just been a
dream. This was a sure sign she needed to get some real sex and get it soon.
Throwing the sheets back, Amber straightened her shirt which had gotten all tangled up.
She then glanced at the bed, the comforter half on the floor, sheets pulled from the creases, and
pillows wedged between the headboard and mattress. It looked as though she had actually had a
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romp with someone. Rolling her eyes, she knew she needed to get ready for work and put this
behind her. She hoped the next time she saw Jax she was able to look him in the eyes.
* * * *
Glancing at the clock, Amber sighed as there was only one more minute until closing
time. She looked around the deserted library and decided to go ahead and lock up. Opening the
desk drawer, she dug out the keys to the front door. Standing up, she straightened her pinstriped
skirt and then slipped on her heels which were sitting under her desk. She hated heels and how
they caused her feet to ache since she stood most of the day. The only good that came from
wearing these shoes was that she felt damn sexy.
The clicking of her heels echoed through the room as she headed for the front door. Just
as she reached for the handle, Jax came running up, waving his hands to get her to open. Looking
back at the clock and seeing that it was now a minute past closing, she let out a loud sigh as she
opened the door to let him in. He was the last person she wanted to see today.
“Good evening, Amber.” He was breathless as he stepped inside. “Please tell me you
haven’t turned off the computers yet. I really need to check my email.”
“You have five minutes, Jax. This is getting old.” She locked the door and headed back to
the desk to finish her closing tasks. She wanted to get herself as far away from him as she could.
“You really need to get internet at home. Hell, feel free to set your laptop near your wall that
leads to my apartment and steal mine. I don’t care. I hate staying here late.”
“Just five minutes, I promise,” Jax called as he took his place at the first computer he
came across.
As Amber finished up her evening tasks, her mind began to wander and think about how
much she enjoyed her evenings at home. Her dream had always been to be a writer, so in her
spare time she was composing a novel. The only problem was that she felt the need to write
erotic romance. She had the plot down, but was having a terrible time with the sex scenes. The
lack of intimacy in her life could be the culprit. Amber had always been shy, and the men she
had previously been with certainly hadn’t rocked her world. In fact, she couldn’t ever recall
having a toe-curling orgasm. Not even from her own ministrations. This was in no way helping
her get over the writer’s block that seemed to consume her lately. She often thought about
finding someone who could let her explore all things carnal with them to help her with this. Only
problem was, she wasn’t near outgoing enough to approach someone to get the help she seemed
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to need.
“Okay, I am shutting down now,” Jax called.
Amber began walking around the library, putting away the books that had been left on the
tables. A quick glimpse toward Jax showed he was turning off all the computers for her. She was
thankful that at least when he pulled his stunt showing up after closing, he helped her get
everything taken care of.
Since it was Wednesday and for whatever reason, that was the day the least amount of
teenagers came after school, clean up was quick, a fact she was grateful for. Placing a hand on
her growling belly, she realized she was hungry.
“Thanks for the help, Jax.”
“No problem.” He switched off the lights in the back of the library.
Amber smiled at him and felt a little flutter in her stomach. Feeling annoyed with herself
she headed over to the desk and grabbed her purse. She glanced in the mirror and saw her curls
were looking unmanageable. It was raining today, and that always caused her already frizzy hair
to become even crazier.
“All right, you ready?” she asked.
“Yup. Could I get a ride home since we’re both going to the same place?”
Rolling her eyes, she replied, “Sure. Thankfully it isn’t too much out of my way.”
He laughed. “Lucky me.”
The drive home was short, and she was anxious tonight to get home. The next two days
were her days off, and she planned to spend them writing and relaxing as much as possible.
“Do you want to grab a bite to eat?” Jax asked.
A smirk crossed her face. She knew what he actually meant, the dollar menu was her only
option. Jax was her dorky neighbor who did work, however he wasn’t good with managing his
money. He barely got by, but it seemed like he enjoyed his life and he never seemed stressed.
That was the opposite of her. She managed her money well and had a sizeable savings account to
show for it. She didn’t struggle with her bills, but she still always felt stressed.
“Not tonight, Jax. Trying to watch the weight, and I don’t think fast food is going to help
that.”
“It’ll be my treat.”
“Do you need me to stop so you can get something?”
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“Would you mind?”
Amber shook her head and turned into the direction where all the restaurants were. After
getting Jax dinner, that he came up a dollar short for, she headed toward their apartment
complex.
As they ascended the stairs, Amber could hear her dog yapping away. There had been
complaints lately about Moxy, her Boston terrier, barking all day. Amber was worried that soon
she would be hearing from the landlord.
“Sounds like Moxy is happy you’re home.”
“Yeah, it’s nice coming home to someone.” She laughed.
As soon as she unlocked the door and opened it, she scooped Moxy up into her arms and
was given kisses all over her cheek from the pooch.
“You know, Amber, you do so much for me. If there is ever anything I can do, please let
me know.” Jax stood a little closer to her than usual.
His dark hair was wet from the light mist of rain and it fell slightly in front of his dark
blue eyes. He looked extremely seductive like this and she felt a slight tickle from him being so
close. Her thoughts drifted back to her dream, his mouth on her nipples, sucking them in as deep
as he could. His eyes peering at her the whole time he pleasured her. She took a deep breath. The
rain made his cologne stronger, and she breathed in the captivating scent. She stared into his eyes
a moment, then quickly looked away. Grabbing the leash on the inside of the door, she hooked it
onto Moxy’s collar. She was thankful she had her dog for an escape route.
“Thanks, Jax. I will let you know.”
“All right. Well, as usual, thanks for letting me in tonight to use the computer. Really,
one of these days I will get the internet.” He gave a slight nod and headed toward his door.
“Night,” she called and couldn’t help but take notice of his back half in his dark jeans. An
unexpected urge came over her to reach out and smack his tight ass. She hadn’t ever really felt
attracted to him, but his smell was intoxicating and she had a sudden desire that she had to have
more of him. Maybe Jax could help her out. He could possibly be her guinea pig with writing
these sex scenes. Jax was beginning to look like the perfect guy to “play” with.
“Come on, Moxy.” Amber turned and headed down the stairs with the dog. There was a
stirring in her that she hadn’t felt for a while. Tonight was going to be a great writing night.
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Chapter 2
Entering his apartment, Jax threw the bag of food on the coffee table and rubbed his
hands through his hair. Amber was so hot, and he needed a moment to cool down. He had
wanted to push her up against the wall and have his way with her; the way she stared into his
eyes like that, as if she wanted him too. His pants tightened as he imagined those seductive eyes
of hers staring up at him as she took him inside her mouth.
He had been interested in Amber from the moment he met her even though she had never
really seemed to notice him. Until today. Never had she really looked at him, especially with the
hunger he thought he might have seen.
He had done so much to insert himself into her life. Yet, they stayed on an almost
acquaintance type of friendship. During the time they had lived next door to each other she’d
never been inside his apartment. Looking around, he thought that might be good. How would he
explain the wireless router sitting in the corner? He chuckled, thinking about her irritated
expression several nights a week when he showed up at the library right at closing. He had come
to enjoy those times with her though. He wanted to know more about her. But she wasn’t willing
to let him in, or anyone for that matter. In the year they had been neighbors, he could only
remember one time he ever saw a man come and pick her up. For all he knew, it could have been
her brother.
Plopping on the couch, he opened up the food bag. He was starving. It was going to be a
long night as he imagined her on the other side of the wall, doing whatever it was that she did
over there. He opened his laptop, knowing he had work to do if he wanted a paycheck this week.
All he really wanted to do though was lay there and fantasize about the possibility of Amber
walking around next door, half naked. Maybe she was wearing something silky, short, and
revealing. He groaned aloud, then realized that he had better get to work on this story or his arms
were going to get tired tonight trying to keep up with his active mind.
* * * *
Amber woke after a restless night of sleep to the smell of fresh brewed coffee. Every
morning she was thankful she took the extra time to set up the coffee maker before turning in for
the night. She grabbed a pair of pajama pants off the floor and slid them on. Moxy hopped off
