Table Of ContentMY LIFE WITH THE TALIBAN
ABDUL SALAM ZAEEF
My Life with 
the Taliban
Edited by
Alex Strick van Linschoten and Felix Kuehn
Columbia University Press 
Publishers Since 1893 
New York    Chichester, West Sussex 
Copyright © Abdul Salam Zaeef 2010 
Editors’ introduction and translation Copyright  
© Alex Strick van Linschoten and Felix Kuehn, 2010 
Foreword Copyright © Barnett R. Rubin, 2010 
All rights reserved
Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data
Za’if, ‘Abd al-Salam, 1967 or 8– 
 My life with the Taliban / Abdul Salam Zaeef. 
      p. cm. 
 Includes bibliographical references and index. 
 ISBN 978-0-231-70148-8 (alk. paper) 
 1. Za’if, ‘Abd al-Salam, 1967 or 8– 2. Taliban—Biography. 3. Afghan War, 
2001—Biography. 4. Prisoners of war—Afghanistan—Biography. 
5. Prisoners of war—United States—Biography. 6. Guantánamo Bay 
Detention Camp—Biography. I. Title.
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CONTENTS
Kandahar: Portrait of a City  ix
Editors’ Acknowledgements  xxv
Editors’ Notes  xxvii
Character List  xxix
Foreword by Barnett R. Rubin  xxxvii 
Preface by Abdul Salam Zaeef  xli
Maps  xlviii–xlix
 1. Death at Home  1
 2. The Camps  13
 3. The Jihad  21
 4. Lessons from the ISI  31
 5. Bitter Pictures  39
 6. Withdrawal  47
 7. Taking Action  57
 8. The Beginning  67
 9. Administrative Rule  81
10. Mines and Industries  91
11. A Monumental Task  101
12. Diplomatic Principles  107
13. Growing Tensions  123
14. The Osama Issue  131
15. 9/11 and its Aftermath  141
16. A Hard Realisation  157
17. Prisoner 306  171
18. Guantánamo Bay  187
19. Graveyard of the Living  199
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CONTENTS
20. Getting Out  211
21. No War to Win  219
Epilogue: Afghanistan Today  229
Notes  245
Bibliography  285
Chronology  288
Glossary  297
Suggestions for Further Reading  309
About the Author and Editors  313 
Index  315
vi
This “freedom” put a proud people in chains 
And turned free men into slaves 
“Independence” made us weak 
And slaughtered us 
In the name of kindness 
This is democracy by the whip 
And the fear of chains 
With a whirlwind at its core
Mullah Abdul Salam Zaeef 
(written in Guantánamo*)
* Special thanks and credit to Jean MacKenzie and Abaceen Nasimi for working on this 
poem.
KANDAHAR
PORTRAIT OF A CITY
Alex Strick van Linschoten and Felix Kuehn
You could tell it was a big bomb from the numbers of corpse-laden 
pickup trucks that passed us on our way to the river. There were so 
many bodies that in death they were shown disrespect, tossed into the 
back of cars and trucks for the journey back to town.
  As we approached the scene we could see a gathering crowd of 
police cars and onlookers. Policemen and local villagers stood among 
what remained: overturned thermos flasks of green tea; vendors’ plas-
tic baskets with nuts, biscuits and matches; a bright green, red and 
orange woven mat—all stained with bright red blood.
  Young police officers mill around, manifesting a faint attempt at 
standing guard, as if they could somehow bring him back; three 4 ´ 4 
cars, the fronts gnarled as if chewed by some subterranean monster; 
and everywhere the shoes that people had taken off before stepping 
onto the mats.
  In front of the cars, the mat is ripped and mixed with a twisted mess 
of skull-caps, woollen blankets, shreds of clothes, half of someone’s 
brain, a trail of intestines. In the midst of all this lay a pair of primi-
tive, rusted metal crutches. Trampled oranges, mixed with splatters of 
blood—now starting to darken as they soaked into the ground.
  These were the meagre traces of the people who stood here before 
the explosion, watching, laughing, talking. Witnesses at the hospital 
told of scores of severed feet being collected together, all detached from 
their bodies and a surprisingly common injury on that day.
  It was 17 February 2008 in Kandahar, a clear-blue day with thin 
wisps of clouds in the sky. Abdul Hakim Jan, a well-known local mili-
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KANDAHAR: PORTRAIT OF A CITY
tary commander and tribal strongman, was dead. The suicide-bomber 
also took the lives of at least a hundred1 others with him in Afghani-
stan’s deadliest attack ever. Abdul Hakim Jan had driven to the banks 
of the almost-dry river to watch a dog fight. The commander was well-
known for his unique style and appearance: he only ever wore blue, 
and used to wear three pairs of the Afghan traditional clothes, one on 
top of the other. His death was traumatic for his Alikozai tribe—al-
ready decapitated by the loss of Kandahar’s pre-eminent mujahedeen 
commander, Mullah Naqib—and an irreversible loss for the city.
  As milestones go, this was an important one. Abdul Hakim Jan was 
one of the last of his generation of mujahedeen commanders still alive, 
and the only remaining guarantor of security in his native Arghandab 
district. It showed just how bad things had become in the south.
***
Two years later, Kandahar is even more dangerous. The average Kan-
dahari faces daily NATO bombings throughout the region, occasional 
suicide attacks within the city, pervasive and unabashed corruption, 
rising food and fuel prices, and an increasingly brutal campaign of 
assassinations.
  Kandahar never had what could be described as a bustling night-
life, but now the streets are deserted after dark. Even eighteen months 
ago there were many more people out and about in the evenings. 
Almost every week residents in the centre of the town are woken in the 
middle of the night by the crackle of a heavy machine gun or the boom 
of a rocket detonating, a sign that government installations are under 
attack.
  Corruption is the norm in the Afghan government, and accompanies 
the majority of interactions between Kandaharis and officials at all 
levels. Bribes are needed for even the simplest operations, such as pay-
ing bills. Contractors frequently wage wars over foreign donor money, 
while tribal and personal disagreements are on the rise.
  Drug-related corruption is endemic, particularly during the poppy 
harvest, or when the authorities make their half-hearted attempts at 
eradication. This links into the government security apparatus, which 
is often seamlessly attached to the drug traffickers and traders who 
seek to limit the power of the Afghan state. Particularly in southern 
Afghanistan, these links are common knowledge and are the cause of 
confusion and disappointment among the local population.
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Description:This is the autobiography of Abdul Salam Zaeef, a senior former member of the Taliban. His memoirs, translated from Pashto, are more than just a personal account of his extraordinary life. "My Life with the Taliban" offers a counter-narrative to the standard accounts of Afghanistan since 1979. Zaeef